Swedish hypocrisy

They have so much of it that they could probably start to export it.
The latest media fuckery is this kind of famous person who bought sex from a prostitute.
I am not too involved in the case, because I do not care. But that shit got more media response than the elderly people that are being killed off “humanely” by being given morphine at the homes for elderly people.

There has been this outcry about this event in Sweden, and how “unacceptable” and “despicable” it is. (the prostitution thing, not the murder of elderly people…. yeah….) Personally, I believe it is just another case of hypocrisy in the land of dual standards. Sweden is often praised for its “progression”, especially in the sexual revolution. Yet we have not gotten so far as to decriminalize prostitution.
And prostitution should not be confused with trafficking, which are two completely different things.

I always found it hilarious that prostitution is illegal whereas porn production is perfectly fine. What is the difference? One could say the audience, but I would assume, because I do not know, that there are prostitutes willing to serve that kind of kinks as well. And the Swedish pornographic scene flourishes. You can go to any major porn network and find Swedish productions within a minute. If you want to.. check that out for “scientific purposes” for once.

It is also legal to pay money for pornographic productions which will end up paying one or more people for sexual acts, which in the extension could be considered indirect prostitution. So where does one draw the line?
Because this person is fairly famous, one can assume that there is another agenda behind this smearing, as is so common in Sweden. I wonder what he knew, what information he was sitting on, and why it is so important for the fucked up media elite to have him bereft of credibility.
I mean, I would not even be surprised if it turned out that the majority of the employees at Aftonbladet and Expressen bought prostitutes every so often after they were done fucking each other on that work place.

In the meanwhile of all this bullshittery and absolutely pointless nonsense, elderly are being offed at their homes for elderly people. The latest in is that the workforce are now instructed to give doses of morphine to the elderly, in some cases even overdoses.
If that prostitute-deal is what is being used to cover up that shit, then that is a fucking disgrace towards the murdered elderly people.

Imagine being an elderly person, and you get Corona. And instead of getting proper health care, you are given an overdose of morphine. And the media who are supposedly the ones who should report about it are busy reporting about some yesterday famous person who bought sex from a prostitute. It is not even clear if it was in consent or not, or if it was trafficking behind it. Either way, it is equally much a fucking disgrace to the murdered elderly people.
If that is the shit they are being covered up with.

I am genuinely sorry, all you elderly people here in Sweden. I know I am only one person. But you have my heart and you have my thoughts. I am in a troublesome situation myself, but I have genuine care for you despite not being able to do much myself.
I believe it is a fucking disgrace what is happening, and the fact that it is being covered up with such bullshit is beyond fucking shameful.
I am utterly ashamed of this failed country they call Sweden.

And where was the justice when I reported the rape happening during my time in the health care?
In February 2012, a couple of days after the surgery that made me disabled for life I was in the legal meaning raped by the Swedish surgeon Eva Kristina Emilia Borin. What she did to me qualifies as rape according to Swedish law, as I was clearly and strongly rejecting her examination of a very intimate nature. As I had recently undergone a major surgery I still had spinal anesthesia and was more or less unable to move.
Eva Borin was at that time an old unmarried hag (55-56 years old), and most likely saw her opportunity with me being only 22 (almost 23) at the time. She clearly overstepped, as I was protesting as clearly as a human being can.
Because of the nature of the situation, it would according to Swedish law not only qualify as “sexual assault” but also “gross sexual assault”.

It took me several years to process and overcome this. And when I talked about it with some people a while back they urged me to report it to the Police, which I did. I had all the years before the report believed that it would be no idea to report it, as nobody would believe me. Since there were no witnesses during that examination (also a broken health care directive as there should always be a nurse present during such intimate examinations).

The case was dropped immediately by the Swedish law enforcer Roger Nyd with the excuse that the perpetrator operates within the Swedish health care, indirectly stating that it is legal for people working within the Swedish health care to rape their patients without consequences. As if Sweden was not perceived as the “rape capitol” of the planet earth already.

Where are my newspaper headlines?
Where is my legal process?
Where does the hypocrisy of the fucked up Sweden end?

I have overcome this event and processed it, even though I am scarred for life. And it also showed me the nature of how women rapes. They do it when their victim is in a critical health situation in the risk of dying and incapable of moving and defending themselves. Then they are protected by the corrupt law of the Swedish system, claiming it is alright, because it was a health care professional doing the rape.

I can live with that, because I am strong enough.
But what I cannot accept, I simply cannot accept, is that elderly people unable to defend themselves are being murdered with given overdoses of morphine, and the media that supposedly has the ACTUAL PAYED FUCKING WORK to report about it are busy arguing about some passe famous person who bought sex from a prostitute, maybe even in full consent for all we know.

The legal system in Sweden is one of the biggest fucking jokes on this planet.

I am sorry, you elderly people. I really am.
This one is for you. Because you deserve better than what our failures to people working in the system deliver. I am ashamed that the country you built came to be like this. And I am even considered a “failure” by the system.
Maybe I am, but at least I have my integrity and morals left.

When the remedy kicks in

Makes me genuinely happy to see that at least some genuine ingenuity is still around on this Godforsaken rock bereft of geniuses.
And Maynard’s masculinity makes my multidimensional ovaries go all wet.
And the voice of Carina can make love to me all Armageddon if it wants to.
What’ya mean “inappropriate”?
It’s the end of the world, might as well?

If this is what happens when the people of Puscifer gets quarantined, then this Corona thing can just take its time…


In my life I have really only two regrets.
The first being that I trusted the doctors in the Swedish health care. That is the biggest mistake of my life. That I actually believed they were doing good and let them do their Nazi experiments on me.
But with regret and mistakes comes solutions and opportunity. I am going to drop the entire story, with names and identities, what they did and the criminal nature of it in the public domain.

It takes so little to collapse a structure, if you know the weak points you need only remove the keystone and everything comes down. Every structure has a level of integrity, and thus there are weak points – that is the fundamentals of expression. There are only two structures in nature that are fundamentally standing out in strength, and those who cannot figure out which they are, well, they have not achieved a high level of structural integrity in their minds yet.

The second regret is that I joined Mensa. That was just downright stupid on my behalf. Such a fucked up cult. But yet again this mistake comes with insight and wisdom. I realized just how much of a sad bunch such people are, relying to the point of enslavement on their own definition of superiority. A definition which is very brittle, which is why one is prohibited to speak negatively about them as a member. They have realized their own weakness and how little it would take to bring it all down. But that is not genuine structural integrity. That is a form of subtle blackmailing and oppression, and can be used against them. Thus it is not integrity.

I always thought they were in it for actual expressions of intelligence and actual progression of intelligence, not the vague intellectual definition of “intelligence” in order to cater to their desire for exclusivity based on childhood traumas or whatever drives their desires.
They were funny to observe from an observational standpoint of studying demographics, because they too adhere to the same biological programs like any living being. But most of them have no interest in being aware of that or truly overcoming it.
That became apparent when I witnessed the harassment of disabled people and other in their cult-ural doctrine considered ‘undesirables’.

They love to play with the paradigm of “Harry Potter” as they often refer to anyone outside of their cult as “muggles”, which effectively puts them in the situation and role of the “Death eaters” in that allegory if considering the condescending nature I observed among them.

From all of this I truly learned the nature of cult-mentality and how widespread and subtle it can actually be. And how adherent to intellectual doctrines people are without even being aware of it. And faced with it, all they can do is reject it and deny it, because it would cause too much suffering to accept right away.

How was it that saying went “The more a victim invests, the less chance they will turn back. Eventually, when the opponent is challenged or questioned, it means the victims investment and thus his intelligence is questioned, no one can accept that, not even to themselves.
They are still playing the game, and they do not even realize it. They believe to be on top of it, but they are still playing by the rules of the ego controlling them when they buy into the intellectual notion of superiority.
It is hilarious to witness once you see it.

So in a sense, I am very grateful for that mistake to join them, because I would not have reached the insight any other way; ‘The wisdom grows with every failure’. But the burden of knowledge is immense.
Ignorance would have been a greater bliss.
But that is the choice in ascension.
Acceleration upwards requires knowledge whereas descent requires ignorance.

They left a huge mark in my neuroplasiticity, so much so that it causes me a great deal of suffering. Because that is what they are, a bunch of energy parasites. And they cannot even realize it themselves – which is why they love to point at their own reflection in other and label them as such. It is the same with the expression “loser” or “undesirable” or whatever they use. I am not speaking from a position of superiority, because I do not believe in that doctrine like they do, but from a position of observation.

The very fact that I actually believed in that charity scam is just hilarious on my own behalf. But yet again a failure granting understanding and insight.
Damn I was naive back then.

But then again, I was naive enough to join them, believing their intellectual doctrine. Making myself a victim to their intellectual scheme.
Which builds its foundation on a very brittle and vague definition of Intelligence.
But I overcame that. Because I realized.
It would take so little to tear it all down. The slightest and most sudden change in the understanding of human consciousness and its function.

I guess that is why they push so hard the oppression of the development of the human consciousness. Because anyone who evolves realizes just how pointless their membership is.

That is why I left.
I saw the game.
And it was boring.
I turned back from my investments in that idea of superiority based on a skewed intellectual doctrine. I am simply too mindful and conscious to blindly accept it.
They stagnated their own progression towards consciousness in favor for the sense of exclusivism.

Those are my two biggest mistakes in life. But they also granted me the greatest wisdom and insight.
The former the corrupt nature of the ‘wolf in sheep’s clothing’ within the health care. How the predators, rapists and murderers operates under the label of doing good.
The latter in the illusion of made up intellectual superiority based on vague definitions which cannot even be proven.

And I assume they would hate reading it, but then again, truth hurts.
The only way to deal with egos:
– Don’t. Just walk away.

Since someone asked me..

..why I release content so slowly.

Blame the Swedish system. It is them who has cut my funding.
I have extremely little passion to share my content without funding.
Since I struggle to survive financially, I have to put my attention to other things.
They claim I am fit for work despite over ten doctors having testified that I am not fit for work, and that I will probably never be.

I have real trouble finding something that I can actually work with. Because even if I spend most of my time by the computer, I am still in pain and struggle a lot with focus and concentration. I am not legally allowed to treat my pain in Sweden the way I see fit, and the health care refuses to provide me with treatment against the pain.
They actually subject me to torture. What the Swedish system does qualifies as a crime against human rights. But then again, the country is run by Nazis, so what can one expect..?
And people really needs to learn the difference between Nazism, Fascism and Communism, they are all totalitarian systems, but in different practice. As well as totalitarianism and racism, especially in Sweden. Which claims to be one of the most well educated countries on the planet.

So please, do not be disappointed with me. Be disappointed with the Nazis that run the Swedish system and now because of their agenda wants the people they consider “undesirables” dead by means of exclusion from the law.

If I did not have as much pain, then I would have a much easier time in my creative process. And if I had the funding I am according to the laws of the country entitled to (because people pay mind boggling amounts of taxes in this country for that very purpose) I would not be so worried about what to do all the time.
I myself am not disappointed with the Swedish people who actually pays the taxes, on the contrary, I am very grateful towards them. But they are being robbed by the fucktards in the Government. Because the taxes they pay, does not end up where they should. Not only in my case, but in so many cases.

I really would love to have a work myself, because I really hate spending time at my computer. If I could, I would “fuck this shit” and become a farmer or something, whatever only I never got to see a fucking computer screen ever again.
But I simply cannot because of my situation.
Because despite what the inbreds employed at the social security agency thinks and believes when they without education reject the recommendations of actual doctors, I am in extreme amounts of pain, and suffer on a daily basis.

So please, do not be angry with me or disappointed on me.
Blame the Swedish system. Because it is those who are corrupt.
It is those who are responsible for the situation I am in from the very beginning as well because of their fucked up experiments on the Swedish people.

I long for the day this fucked up country collapses, because I hate corruption with my entire mind.

And before you call me left-wing or right-wing, I am neither. Because I do not take side. I am no ‘one-winged angel’, I have both my wings, and I am balanced.
I just hate corruption and retardation, thus I am in the current times destined to hate the Swedish system. Because it is as corrupt and retarded as it could possibly get.

I mean, the fucked up retards running this shitshow actually wants to achieve ‘herd immunity’ regardless of the amount of lives it would cost to get there.
Hitler would be proud.

An answer

Since people have asked me as a person living in Sweden, why our country is doing so little against Corona. While their official story is that they have it under control and want to achieve ‘herd immunity’ that is only half of the story. The real agenda behind it is something different.

The real reason is to measure the efficiency of the spread and which demographics it affects. Statistics and such data is invaluable, and you need a huge demographics in order to get valid data. The governing elements of Sweden frequently uses their people as test subjects, as has been done since the early time of the twentieth century.

To those who truly have done their homework, they know that the ruling party of Sweden, Socialdemokraterna, back in the days were the ones who invented the Nazi doctrine (national socialism).
Torture, experimentation, forced sterilization, murder and exclusion as well as robbing exposed people of their legal rights are common practice in Sweden to this very day. It is not as obvious and brutal as it were during the first half of the twentieth century, but it is still common practice below the surface.

And this is known in the upper echelons. When I attended the meetings with people of the upper 1% of intelligence, they often spoke about the ‘undesirables’ and ‘unworthy people’ in a manner that was taken straight out of the Nazi doctrine. Removing “weak elements” from the societal herd is commonly accepted in Sweden, like it was in the Reich during the 1920s, 1930s and 1940s. But these days they do it in a very covert manner via the heath care system.

You are forced to enter clinical trials and experimental medication if you are one of the diseased and ‘undesirable’ ones, otherwise you are cut from funding and left to starve. Yes, this really happens in Sweden below the propaganda of how “progressive” and “equal” our country is.

2019 they introduced a reformation of the budget that effectively cut out all the undesirables from the funding. Thousands of exposed people, such as elderly, diseased and disabled people were left without funding. A huge number of people committed suicide because they could no longer sustain themselves and was now excluded from the legal system. Just like the Nazis in the 1920s excluded exposed people from the law, allowing them to be subjected to harassment, torture and murder. As I said, Sweden invented this shit, so they know it intimately.
(Maybe I picked up more than I should have in my studies at the Royal castle….)

So with the anticipated entrance of Corona, it was the golden opportunity. For two reasons. The first being that it effectively kills off the weaker elements in the society, so of course as little effort as possible is put into trying to stop the spread. The Government might appear less ‘evil’ if an infection kills off the weaker people rather than them doing it via exclusion from the legal system. And secondly, now all the mass media ever reports is Corona. Corona here and Corona there. So all the people excluded from the legal system and financial support are perishing in silence. Because nobody cares about them. Nobody is allowed to visit the elderly, nobody is allowed to visit the exposed. And most of them are in such compromised situations that they cannot speak up themselves.
They die in silence and isolation. The worst fucking end I could possibly imagine.

It has long been planned, because the Swedish economy has failed, and needs to be stabilized. And all the Nazi party ruling Sweden knows is the age old doctrine they invented. So of course they follow those practices in a modern rendition.
Sweden is the oldest surviving Nazi country on this planet (if you do not count the older versions of that doctrine). Anyone who denies that has not done their homework properly. Everybody who has studied enough knows that the Royal families are Nazi supporters, that much became obvious to me during my studies under the Royal court.

So that is the reason why Sweden is so non responsive. It is for two essential reasons. One experimental, in order to gather data of the virus. And the other to remove ‘undesirables’ from the society.

Sweden is not how it is depicted in mass media and projected international propaganda. Interview any true low class citizen of Sweden and you will have everything I have said verified.

It is like that meme about Suomi Finland:
“When you are the nation ranking highest in happiness because all the depressed people commit suicide”
That statement is even more true for Sweden. Except we do not even rank high in national happiness, because that is how failed our country is below the intellectual make up.

Since that reformation of the budget I have sadly been notified that over thirty people in my social networks have committed suicide. Even more people have chosen that end according to social media beyond my own networks of people.

That is Sweden for you.
That is why I no longer support this country nor its language.
I simply cannot support a system that in a systemic manner executes its own citizens.
As a friend of mine put it: The twenty-first century has no place for Nazism.

Here you can also read my report which I wrote to the UN in February as a concerned citizen regarding the quickly rising number of suicides in Sweden due to exclusion of exposed people. This was before the Corona hit Sweden, so the practice to murder people by means of exclusion was a thing here before the pandemic struck.

The blog post is in Swedish, but the letter I sent is recited in English.
(Needless to say I got no response whatsoever, because the UN is just as fake as the conspiracy theorists claim them to be)

The. Hype.

One of the few companies who has reputation and karma enough to delay their release.
Considering their honesty in everything else they do, they probably have great reason for it.

But. The. Goddamn. Hype. Is. Unbearable!
You have my full and uncensored faith CDPR!

And the recent updates regarding character creation freedom makes you absolute legends! The right way to go, people cannot complain about any agenda, if they get to choose themselves!

Thank you!

Tack alla ni som inte följer myndigheternas rekommendationer om hur man ska leva nu i pandemin. Inte bara bevisar ni för mig att folk i allmänhet är precis så efterblivna som jag länge misstänkt, men ni är även indirekt hjältar eftersom ni effektivt bränner ut och plågar vårdpersonalen mer än nödvändigt.

Universum har sina mystiska tillvägagångssätt och Karma är ett svårbegripligt fenomen. Men jag är övertygad om att det är något verkligt långt bortom vad den genomsnittliga intelligensen och intellektuella kapaciteten kan omfamna.

Var människa får vad de gjort sig förtjänta av säger de till mig, och jag börjar nu förstå vad de menar. Precis som alla tarvliga låg-nivå hippe-propaganda och vardagsvisdom på Facebook så fint säger: “Det finns inga rätt och fel, allt är bara en lektion här i livet”. Eller som i de mer komiska kretsarna: “Skit ska skit ha”.

Säga vad man vill om Karma.
Men fan har det humor.
Ödets ironi.

Så tack alla ni som vägrar stanna hemma och som fortsätter sprida smittan, jag är övertygad om att ni gör Universums arbete och upprätthåller en balanserad Karma här i Universum.

Thank you all people who does not follow the Governments recommendations and rules about how to live now in the pandemic. Not only do you prove my long suspicion that people in general are retarded, but you are also indirect heroes because you burn out the people in the health care more than necessary.

The Universe works its mysterious ways and Karma is a fairly indefinable phenomenon to most. But I am convinced that it exists as something that is incomprehensible beyond the general level of intelligence and average intellect.

Every human gets what they deserve they say to me, and now I am starting to realize what they mean with that. Just like all the poor hippie-propaganda and everyday-“wisdom” on Facebook: “There are no rights and wrongs, all is just a life lesson”. Or as it is formulated in the more humorous groups: “Shit deserves shit”.

Say whatever you want about Karma.
But holy hell does it have humor.
The irony of fate.

So thanks to all you people who refuses to stay home and continues to spread the infection, I am convinced that you carry out the work of the Universe and maintain a balanced Karma here in the Universe.

Did you forget?

Jag vet inte hur det är med er, som dag in och dag ut smetar ner era hjärnor med Facebookposter utan att skapa några egna.

Men för egen del, så är det dessvärre så att jag känner inte mycket sympati för de som arbetar i vården. Det måhända göra mig till ett asshole, och det kan jag leva med. Jag har mycket svårt att tänka mig att någon som blivit behandlad på samma sätt som mig genom åren skulle ha en annorlunda inställning.
Det är bara så det är. Inget jag rår för.

Däremot så har jag ofantlig sympati för alla fattiga människor runtom i världen som nu dör för att allt stänger ner. Vare sig de har viruset eller ej. De har inte en chans på något sätt. Så för varje liv vården räddar, så dör två.

Det betyder inte att jag vill att de i vården ska bli infekterade eller lida, jag är inte sjuk i huvudet. Men det är ungefär samma känsla som om du skulle se personen som våldtagit dig bli utsatt för vad de blir utsatta för. Det är kollektiv bestraffning, men de höll varandra bakom ryggen, så det gör detsamma.

Synden straffar sig.
Sade de alltid till mig.
Säger jag nu.

I am not sure about you people, who every day smear your minds with shit from Facebook and media without ever creating anything on your own.

But I cannot feel much sympathy for the people in the health care. I really cannot. It might make me the asshole, but so be it. I have been called things my entire life by those in the health care, regardless how I lived, or if I did what they said to me. I have a very hard time believing people who would have been treated the same as me would not feel the same.
That is just how it is, nothing I can do much about.
My brain, despite all its complexity, still operates on the same primitive foundation as yours.

But I do have a lot of sympathy for all the poor people around the world who now starves because of the systemic shutdown. Regardless if they are infected or not. Because those I can relate to more, since my greatest risk right now is dying from financial troubles rather than the virus. And those people who are even more poor than me has barely any chance whatsoever. So for every life saved by the health care, two dies.

My lack of sympathy does not mean I want the ones in the health care to become infected and die – I am not sick in the head. But it is kind of the same sensation you would feel if someone raped you and you now see them having this shit coming to them. It is a collective punishment, yeah, but they held each other behind the backs. So I guess it serves them right.

Sin punishes itself.
They always told me.
I say now.


Man måste ändå ta och roas över massmedia och deras praktik, inte minst i dubbelmoral. De har ingen konsekvens i sina påståenden och sitt agerande.

Som här lokalt, där jag bor. Lokalmedia är så lustig. Jag har aldrig varit intresserad av massmedia, de har sällan något vettigt att säga ändå. Det senaste som är på modet i Sverige är att vara sparsam med resurser och inte slösa på naturen i onödan. Men ändå så insisterar lokaltidningen på att tvinga på folk sitt strunt. Det är en sak om de skapar det och uttrycker det, och låter de som vill prenumerera göra det. Det är helt i sin ordning. Men varför de måste syssla med nedskräpning hos de som inte är intresserade vet jag inte. Samtidigt som det är absolut slöseri på naturresurserna. Jag läser inte ens gratisexemplaren de delar ut. Tvärtom, det innebär extra onödigt arbete för mig att bära skiten till återvinningen.

De har arrogans nog att påstå sig stå över reklam dessutom, då jag tydligt markerat att jag inte vill ha reklam. Så ja, det är inte svårt att glädjas när media gnäller över att det är svårt med intäkterna. De får också smaka på hur det känns. Folk gillar väl inte skiten måste antas. Bra grejer säljer sig själva, så om det går så dåligt för dem att de måste tvinga på folk sin sörja och samtidigt beklaga sig i sin sörja att “journalister måste tigga” (krönika i Aftonbladet) – så får man anta att det är det ultimata kvittot på vilken skit det är de distribuerar.

Jag menar, min egen blog och hemsida överskattar jag inte. Har aldrig gjort, det är därför jag aldrig bett om pengar. Heller har jag aldrig tvingat på mina kreationer på folk. Jag utgår från att folk är såpass smarta och intelligenta att de kan välja själva om de vill ta del av det, om de finner det intressant. Ett sätt som inte ens “inte fake news” inte applicerar – de sätter sig istället arrogant över folk och ska välja åt dem.

Inte undra på att de säljer så dåligt att “journalister måste tigga” om intäkter.
De kan ju alltid gå till Försäkringskassan. Har hört att man får hjälp där.
Med att dö.

Karlskoga Kuriren heter den lokala blaskan som de skräpar ned mitt postfack med jämna mellanrum. Absolut slöseri på naturresurser.
Men det är klart. Massmedia har aldrig brytt sig om klimatkrisen på riktigt. De använder det endast som ytterligare något för att “tigga om pengar”.

Det är heller inte konstigt att folk inte kan ta Corona på allvar, när media säger flera olika saker i princip varje dag. Ena dagen är det en vanlig influensa och dödsstatistiken i princip obefintlig. Nästa dag får man inte gå till jobbet och flera tusen dör i andra länder.

Och folk tycker att min sörja är verklighetsfrånvänd…

It is amusing, the thing with mass media and their practices, especially in terms of hypocrisy. They have no consistency in their claims.

Like here, locally, where I live. Local media is hilarious. I have never been interested in mass media or conventional media – they rarely have anything of value to share anyway. The last farce is the climate crisis – and while it is a legitimate concern, they provide little to no credibility to it. We should be cautious and not waste nature in vain, yet they do exactly this themselves. If they express their stuff and practice journalism, sure, whatever. That is a basic right here in Sweden. But why submit to littering and impose on people with their crap. That is what they do here locally, when they hand out free papers from time to time. I do not read them, I am not interested. In fact, to me it is waste of resources and it means extra unnecessary work for me to carry their stupid shit to the recycling.

They are arrogant enough to claim they are above advertising, because they ignore the very clear signs that I do not want advertising in my post box. So it is not hard to rejoice when Swedish journalists are complaining that nobody wants to buy their stuff, and that they have to “beg for money” (actual chronicle in one of the larger medias in Sweden). Well, good material sells itself, and if they struggle – one has to assume that it is proof and receipt just about how much their shit does not appeal to people in general. Logically?

I mean, my own blog and website I have never even considered to monetize. I do not believe it qualifies. Some people appreciate my content, but I do not think they are willing to pay for it. Information and content is so readily available these days that few people pay for it. I also have never imposed on people or forced my creations onto them. I believe they are smart and intelligent enough to make that choice themselves. Something which mainstream media does not when they try to choose for people.

No wonder that “journalists have to beg” for money.
They could always tryout the Swedish social insurance. I have heard that they help people over there.
To die.

“Karlskoga Kuriren” is the name of the local crapfest to newspaper that they liter my postbox with. Total waste of natural resources in my opinion.
But yeah, the people in mass media never cared for the climate crisis anyway. It is just them trying to monetize it – no wonder why other people cannot take it seriously either.
The age old saying: “People do what you do, not what you say”

It is also not strange that people cannot take the Corona seriously either. Media says different things different days, or sometimes even the same day. One day it is just an ordinary flu that is nothing to worry about. The next day they are not allowed to attend work and thousands of people are dying in other countries. Now that is cognitive dissonance if I ever saw one.

And people think my crap is insane.


Har ni det bra gott folk?
Retorisk fråga.
Har ni det kul?
Även det en retorisk fråga.

Jag njuter i fulla drag. Jag tycker hela den här grejen är både fantastisk och underhållande. Personligen så önskar jag att viruset härjar lös ännu mer, och sliter ner systemet ännu mer. Jag har inget att förlora ändå.
Jag tycker det är helt fantastiskt att få se all tusentals människor som förlorar jobbet, som tvingas sitta hemma och ha tråkigt, som är rädda och oroliga, som inte känner att de kan lita på vården eller media, som inte känner att de kan lita på politiker eller andra institutioner i samhället.

För det är min vardag. Det är därför jag inte får panik eller oroar mig, det är ju redan min vardag. Alla stackare som sitter och gnäller att de inte kan jobba nu, och att de fått sparken för att systemet de tillhört sviker dem. Jag vet precis hur det känns. Hela 2019 fick jag uthärda det – så jag är redan uppvärmd och härdad.
Så många hade så roligt åt mig förra året när jag var utförsäkrad och knappt kunde överleva. Så jag bara njuter i fulla drag nu. Min skadeglädje har nått nya toppnivåer.

Hur alla företag kollapsar, hur ekonomin bara sjunker i fördärvet.
Som de säger om handlarna där ute, “det är som dagen före julafton, fast varje dag”.
Jag känner ingenting över huvud taget för det svenska systemet, för de svek och övergav mig redan förra året. Ju mer skada de tar, ju bättre i mina böcker.
För likt de betraktade mig som värdelös och överflödig, så betraktar jag hela Sverige som system som värdelöst och överflödigt. Det är bara en naturlig reaktion.

Jag bryr mig inte om jag skulle råka infekteras och stryka med själv. Tekniskt sett så är jag i en riskgrupp, men jag förväntar mig inte att de ska bry sig. Staten har ju redan stämplat mig som lögnare och hundra procent frisk och arbetsduglig. Så det är precis vad jag stämplar Svenska staten och politiker som: lögnare.
Tvärtom, jag hoppas att viruset muterar och allt blir ännu värre. För jag kan acceptera att dö om jag dör i undergången. För då kommer jag skratta varenda minut tills jag går under.

Kalla mig kall, kalla mig respektlös. Well, det är vad man blir när man utesluts från systemet och anses värdelös.
Jag hoppas ni har det bra gott folk. Jag hoppas ni njuter.
För ni har förtjänat det.
Varenda dålig sak som händer, har vi kollektivt förtjänat.

Det är inte hat.
Det är ärlighet från en förrådd medborgare.

Do you feel fine people?
Rhetorical question.
Do you have a good time?
Also a rhetorical question.

I am enjoying this completely. I think this entire thing is absolutely hilarious and amazing. Personally I wish that the virus wreaks even more havoc and tears down the system even more. I have nothing to lose anyway.
I think it is wonderful to see all these thousands of people losing their jobs, who are forced to remain at home in quarantine being bored, who are worried, anxious and afraid, who feels they cannot trust health care, media, politicians or other institutions in the society.

Because that is my everyday. That is why I do not get panic or worries, I already live like this. All the poor people complaining they have no job anymore because they have been fired because of the failing system. I know exactly how that feels. The entire 2019 I got to endure it – so I am already warmed up and well tempered.
So many people had so much fun when I was excluded from the social insurance last year because of my incurable disease and disability. They loved laughing at the one already on the ground being kicked around by the system.
Well, now it is my turn to laugh. And oh do I laugh.

How all the companies and industries collapses, how the economy fails.
Like the ones who are the winners in this whole tragedy: “It is like the day before Christmas, every day!”. I feel almost nothing for the system, because they betrayed me long before I betrayed them. The more damage, the better. Since they labeled me useless and expendable, I of course view the entire system the same way. It is only a natural reaction.

I do not care if I get the infection myself and dies. Technically, I am an exposed individual due to my disease and situation, but I do not expect them to care. The system has already labeled me a liar and someone who fakes my symptoms, and because of that completely healthy and fit for work. So that is what I do in return. I label the Swedish system, media and politicians liars. Dictator Löfven can say whatever he wants in his speeches, but it is all lies. He does not care. He let several people die due to neglect or even forced them to suicide before the virus even started to spread. So why would he care now? I do not believe him. Not at all.

So I do not care about the virus, on the contrary, I hope it mutates and that it turns everything even worse. Because I can accept dying in the apocalypse – that is a worthy death. And I will laugh every minute until it happens, if it happens.

Call me cold, label me without respect. But that is only the natural reaction when you have been betrayed and excluded from the system that claims it cares for everyone, and that everyone is welcome and a part of it. The whole is as important as the individual – and since they labeled me worthless, they labeled themselves worthless.
I hope you feel fine people, I hope you enjoy this.
Because you have deserved it.
All the bad things that happens now, we have collectively deserved.

It is not hate.
It is honesty from a betrayed citizen.

Aaaand some fitting music to how I feel: